R.I.P. DERRION ALBERT!!!
Monday, September 28, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
The Musician In Me...
Hey everyone, i'm up and at em...listening to Kid Cudi again...as usual lol..i love how a lot of his music especially on his album has live strings on it! This really excites me since I'm learning how to play the violin now! I picked up my violin today too, and while doing that the ladies found out i'm a saxophonist and they picked me up to play for this play later on this year I'm excited to pick my sax back up since last time I play a song in front of people was April. That's a long time for me, I'm suffering withdraws at the moment. In addition, now I really need to get my alto fixed since my other one is in Chicago and the third one I had from the school is m.i.a. :-( So now my performance is depending on this one sax which doesn't like to go up an octave at the moment :-( I think all I need is another pad for one of the holes but we'll see I definitely need it looked at ASAP! I could play the soprano, but now somebody's being taught that so I'm giving it to them next week...I'm not going to stop anybody from learning a new instrument, being able to do that makes me happy :-) At the present moment...I'm getting ready to head to the cafe for lunch..then relax before work, maybe look at this science homework. I'll blog later I'm sure they'll be more to talk about.
-K-Town
(Est. 9-29-89)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
I always get it wrong...
Okay so my mom confirmed for me for the last time...the anniversary of my grandmother's death was yesterday the 20th :-/...however at the present moment i'm wishing her youngest son Happy Birthday on his voicemail..man i love my family...Well I'll blog later, just wanted to make that correction smh..
-K-Town
Love you grandma R.I.P.
Hardest time of the year...
I don't want anything from anyone
Most times I'd rather be content by myself
I've been through a lot and feelings for others, or the lack of has
caused much unnecessary stress
I don't think any asshole in my life
Cries at night about something I did or about wishing to be where I am
If they are they're punks
I wish people would just let me know how they're feeling especially
after my feelings and intentions are clear
This is ridiculous...
Right now I'd rather work on my culinary and music career, have a son,
and he can be the love of my life
I won't need anything else, but him, my family and God (maybe more
children later)
Everyone else can have a wonderful life without me
That's how most of my life has seemed
I never felt important when I needed to
I know people love me and the confidence I have in myself is
wonderful, but the depression still remains
It's crazy...and now it's September 21, 2009 I believe it's my uncle
Bruce's birthday and tomorrow will be the "anniversary" of my grandma
Irene's death
This time of the year if so stressful to me
It's been that way since I was old enough to understand completely
My grandma died a week before our birthday in 1991
I turned 2 and she was to turn 67 I believe...
My one true wish is to be reunited with her one day...I really hope
that's possible
This goes for my grandpi James too
These are both of my mommy's parents
I really wish I could be with my mommy on her mommy and daughter's
birthday
It's really hard being down here in Florida at school at this time
because on top of all this stress, midterms are the week of my
birthday smh
So as of right now i'm up late again, unable to sleep..
Listening to Kid Cudi
I feel myself gettin more tired which is good, I need to sleep now
since I have class in the morning
I guess I'll write later...later ppls
-K-Town
Most times I'd rather be content by myself
I've been through a lot and feelings for others, or the lack of has
caused much unnecessary stress
I don't think any asshole in my life
Cries at night about something I did or about wishing to be where I am
If they are they're punks
I wish people would just let me know how they're feeling especially
after my feelings and intentions are clear
This is ridiculous...
Right now I'd rather work on my culinary and music career, have a son,
and he can be the love of my life
I won't need anything else, but him, my family and God (maybe more
children later)
Everyone else can have a wonderful life without me
That's how most of my life has seemed
I never felt important when I needed to
I know people love me and the confidence I have in myself is
wonderful, but the depression still remains
It's crazy...and now it's September 21, 2009 I believe it's my uncle
Bruce's birthday and tomorrow will be the "anniversary" of my grandma
Irene's death
This time of the year if so stressful to me
It's been that way since I was old enough to understand completely
My grandma died a week before our birthday in 1991
I turned 2 and she was to turn 67 I believe...
My one true wish is to be reunited with her one day...I really hope
that's possible
This goes for my grandpi James too
These are both of my mommy's parents
I really wish I could be with my mommy on her mommy and daughter's
birthday
It's really hard being down here in Florida at school at this time
because on top of all this stress, midterms are the week of my
birthday smh
So as of right now i'm up late again, unable to sleep..
Listening to Kid Cudi
I feel myself gettin more tired which is good, I need to sleep now
since I have class in the morning
I guess I'll write later...later ppls
-K-Town
Sent from my iPhone
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Sober
So I'm up now...kinda tired, but nothing compared to last night/morning...I'm "sober" now..me and Cherokee.. I'm done with all homework and everything (as far as I know :-/) I'm ready to get the homework for the upcoming week over with since next week is technically my birthday weekend. I have to do something incredibly unforgettable and enjoyable. That's all I ask for is to actually enjoy my birthday. The days before seem cool, but on the actual day for the past couple of years have been very sour and depressing. Whatever happens this year I hope it's not extremely bad, or I'm liable to seriously go off...my anger meter is at its all time high during the month of my birthday. My emotions are all over the place. I have a couple relatives on both sides of my family born in this month as well. Besides that I have the same birthday as my grandmother. She, however, died 18 years ago on the 22nd which is a week before our birthday and a day or two after her youngest son's. My great uncle's (R.I.P.) birthday is the day before ours too....**sigh** so yeah that's that...I guess I'll blog later..if not tonight or tomorrow at work... sometime tomorrow... Peace, Love, Happiness and all that good stuff...
-K-Town
Saturday, September 19, 2009
My type of a guy....
Art, he has to be into this....any kind, doesn't matter...I write poetry, I used to write music, but I still read it...I play 2 instruments going on 3...I used to paint and draw my butt off...an artistic guy is the most attractive to me...because I can not only be attracted to his outside..but what's inside especially in his mind can keep me hooked...I need my guy to be as creative as me, and creative with me...I need him to subconsciously make me want to do better...I'm sleepy as ever writing this but I wanted to write a blog like this..so I may do a part two when I'm fully awake lol...So I'll just ramble on now..right now me and Cherokee are listening to Kid Cudi again (as usual)...I took hours to write this little bit that I am ...so...i started writing this at about idk a good 5-6 hours ago maybe more...i'll just leave it alone..im pushing 24hrs without sleep..omg..i'm weird...okay i'll ttyl..love peace and Kid Cudi :-)
P.S. I love love...and can't wait to fall in it...I'm going to go back to writing...
His Kids Are Off Limits
I'm so glad Russell Simmons wrote this article...check it out...I love this family! So everyone stop hating! Just because him and Kimora are prime examples of the way families should be regardless of who's together or not. I love them! Click on the link below to check out the article!My Kids Are Off Limits
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Friday, September 18, 2009
British Man Killed Wife Over 'Single' Facebook Status
This is crazy!!! Short article, but must read...
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