Most times I'd rather be content by myself
I've been through a lot and feelings for others, or the lack of has
caused much unnecessary stress
I don't think any asshole in my life
Cries at night about something I did or about wishing to be where I am
If they are they're punks
I wish people would just let me know how they're feeling especially
after my feelings and intentions are clear
This is ridiculous...
Right now I'd rather work on my culinary and music career, have a son,
and he can be the love of my life
I won't need anything else, but him, my family and God (maybe more
children later)
Everyone else can have a wonderful life without me
That's how most of my life has seemed
I never felt important when I needed to
I know people love me and the confidence I have in myself is
wonderful, but the depression still remains
It's crazy...and now it's September 21, 2009 I believe it's my uncle
Bruce's birthday and tomorrow will be the "anniversary" of my grandma
Irene's death
This time of the year if so stressful to me
It's been that way since I was old enough to understand completely
My grandma died a week before our birthday in 1991
I turned 2 and she was to turn 67 I believe...
My one true wish is to be reunited with her one day...I really hope
that's possible
This goes for my grandpi James too
These are both of my mommy's parents
I really wish I could be with my mommy on her mommy and daughter's
birthday
It's really hard being down here in Florida at school at this time
because on top of all this stress, midterms are the week of my
birthday smh
So as of right now i'm up late again, unable to sleep..
Listening to Kid Cudi
I feel myself gettin more tired which is good, I need to sleep now
since I have class in the morning
I guess I'll write later...later ppls
-K-Town
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