This must stop!..Not just in Chicago, but everywhere!!

R.I.P. DERRION ALBERT!!!

The Musician In Me...

Hey everyone, i'm up and at em...listening to Kid Cudi again...as usual lol..i love how a lot of his music especially on his album has live strings on it! This really excites me since I'm learning how to play the violin now! I picked up my violin today too, and while doing that the ladies found out i'm a saxophonist and they picked me up to play for this play later on this year I'm excited to pick my sax back up since last time I play a song in front of people was April. That's a long time for me, I'm suffering withdraws at the moment. In addition, now I really need to get my alto fixed since my other one is in Chicago and the third one I had from the school is m.i.a. :-( So now my performance is depending on this one sax which doesn't like to go up an octave at the moment :-( I think all I need is another pad for one of the holes but we'll see I definitely need it looked at ASAP! I could play the soprano, but now somebody's being taught that so I'm giving it to them next week...I'm not going to stop anybody from learning a new instrument, being able to do that makes me happy :-) At the present moment...I'm getting ready to head to the cafe for lunch..then relax before work, maybe look at this science homework. I'll blog later I'm sure they'll be more to talk about.

-K-Town

(Est. 9-29-89)

My Ustream..

I'm becoming more addicted to this UStream business lol so check me out sometimes..

Webcam chat at Ustream

I always get it wrong...

Okay so my mom confirmed for me for the last time...the anniversary of my grandmother's death was yesterday the 20th :-/...however at the present moment i'm wishing her youngest son Happy Birthday on his voicemail..man i love my family...Well I'll blog later, just wanted to make that correction smh..

-K-Town

Love you grandma R.I.P.

Hardest time of the year...

I don't want anything from anyone
Most times I'd rather be content by myself
I've been through a lot and feelings for others, or the lack of has
caused much unnecessary stress
I don't think any asshole in my life
Cries at night about something I did or about wishing to be where I am
If they are they're punks
I wish people would just let me know how they're feeling especially
after my feelings and intentions are clear
This is ridiculous...
Right now I'd rather work on my culinary and music career, have a son,
and he can be the love of my life
I won't need anything else, but him, my family and God (maybe more
children later)
Everyone else can have a wonderful life without me
That's how most of my life has seemed
I never felt important when I needed to
I know people love me and the confidence I have in myself is
wonderful, but the depression still remains
It's crazy...and now it's September 21, 2009 I believe it's my uncle
Bruce's birthday and tomorrow will be the "anniversary" of my grandma
Irene's death
This time of the year if so stressful to me
It's been that way since I was old enough to understand completely
My grandma died a week before our birthday in 1991
I turned 2 and she was to turn 67 I believe...
My one true wish is to be reunited with her one day...I really hope
that's possible
This goes for my grandpi James too
These are both of my mommy's parents
I really wish I could be with my mommy on her mommy and daughter's
birthday
It's really hard being down here in Florida at school at this time
because on top of all this stress, midterms are the week of my
birthday smh
So as of right now i'm up late again, unable to sleep..
Listening to Kid Cudi
I feel myself gettin more tired which is good, I need to sleep now
since I have class in the morning
I guess I'll write later...later ppls
-K-Town

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Sober

So I'm up now...kinda tired, but nothing compared to last night/morning...I'm "sober" now..me and Cherokee.. I'm done with all homework and everything (as far as I know :-/) I'm ready to get the homework for the upcoming week over with since next week is technically my birthday weekend. I have to do something incredibly unforgettable and enjoyable. That's all I ask for is to actually enjoy my birthday. The days before seem cool, but on the actual day for the past couple of years have been very sour and depressing. Whatever happens this year I hope it's not extremely bad, or I'm liable to seriously go off...my anger meter is at its all time high during the month of my birthday. My emotions are all over the place. I have a couple relatives on both sides of my family born in this month as well. Besides that I have the same birthday as my grandmother. She, however, died 18 years ago on the 22nd which is a week before our birthday and a day or two after her youngest son's. My great uncle's (R.I.P.) birthday is the day before ours too....**sigh** so yeah that's that...I guess I'll blog later..if not tonight or tomorrow at work... sometime tomorrow... Peace, Love, Happiness and all that good stuff...

-K-Town

My type of a guy....

Art, he has to be into this....any kind, doesn't matter...I write poetry, I used to write music, but I still read it...I play 2 instruments going on 3...I used to paint and draw my butt off...an artistic guy is the most attractive to me...because I can not only be attracted to his outside..but what's inside especially in his mind can keep me hooked...I need my guy to be as creative as me, and creative with me...I need him to subconsciously make me want to do better...I'm sleepy as ever writing this but I wanted to write a blog like this..so I may do a part two when I'm fully awake lol...So I'll just ramble on now..right now me and Cherokee are listening to Kid Cudi again (as usual)...I took hours to write this little bit that I am ...so...i started writing this at about idk a good 5-6 hours ago maybe more...i'll just leave it alone..im pushing 24hrs without sleep..omg..i'm weird...okay i'll ttyl..love peace and Kid Cudi :-)

P.S. I love love...and can't wait to fall in it...I'm going to go back to writing...

His Kids Are Off Limits

I'm so glad Russell Simmons wrote this article...check it out...I love this family! So everyone stop hating! Just because him and Kimora are prime examples of the way families should be regardless of who's together or not. I love them! Click on the link below to check out the article!
My Kids Are Off Limits

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British Man Killed Wife Over 'Single' Facebook Status

This is crazy!!! Short article, but must read...

British Man Killed Wife Over 'Single' Facebook Status

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Straight Chill

right now I opted to stay up and just chill instead of taking a much needed nap...I'm one class down for today and violin lessons for today start in about 30 mins...then 30 mins after that is done I have a 3 hour class :-/ yeah I know...then after that I have a quick meeting with a teacher, then hurry and eat dinner before the cafe closes....then an hour after that I work for 3 hours...10 weeks left of this..it needs to hurry up...lol anyway, the good news is my birthday is in 11 days!! yay, i'm excited i'm turning 20 aaawww so young but older at the same time...this is weird, people still think i'm anywhere from 12-15 years old..ridiculous i know..i surprise them when i say 19...now I'll be able to say 20..that'll really throw them for a loop! <<----who just says that (smh) anyway..I'm tired as hell and I have another test for my 3 hour class and I just remembered when have an experiment too! aaaahhh man I love experiments and all but geez I'm tired..I love experiments more when I'm awake! Aside from that..I'm highly upset my violin still hasn't arrived...enough said about that I'm angry I want to play NOW! Not just read pages dammit! In addition, I'm in a Chi State of Mind today too..everybody should expect attitude from me, or nothing at all...no words just facial expressions...it's one of those people are getting on my nerves days. I was walking to class earlier, listening to Cudi and some idiot decided to try to rip my headphones out of my ear..his hands got slapped so fast! Needless to say he did not succeed in being a jackass. I'm listening to Cudi right now as a matter of fact..none of my roomies would interrupt me like that besides to sing along because they appreciate good music...literally lol (G.O.O.D.) anyway...it's about that time..thinking about putting all this new stuff on my ipod as opposed to just my phone...so i'll do that now..then me and Cherokee are off to our 1:30s...ttyl!

-K-Town

Quick Update

Kid Cudi is playing now by the way...lol go get the album! NOW!

Randomness

Hey everyone wassup? I'm just sitting in bed now listening to music. Michael Jackson's Off the Wall is playing right now, and to be specific Off the Wall the song lol not the whole album. I'm waiting on Cherokee (Super Kawaii lol) to wake up so we can go to lunch. Funny thing is she might already be awake, but at the present moment I don't really feel like getting up yet to check. So after lunch I'll try to squeeze a nap in before work, dinner, and class. Yeah, hectic day I know lol you should see my schedule tomorrow...It'll be very rare I get a blog or tweet update in on a Friday unless I'm at work with nothing to do. That wouldn't be until the end of the day anyway at that..smh..now Janet Jackson ft. Kanye West is playing...these Jacksons! Gotta love em! I'll probably get some Kid Cudi in before I head to lunch...sounds like a plan..ttyl ppls! Have A Good Day!

-Kizzy

Listening to Kid Cudi...

I'm sorry if I offend anyone, but I absolutely llooovvveee my Midwestern hiphop artists, simply because they are just that: artists! Kanye, Common, Eminem, Cudi...and damn I mean don't let me forget R&B artists from my home region are just as hot! John Legend and a hell of a lot of the greats...besides Michael Jackson, we have Sam Cooke, Donnie Hathaway..sorry a bunch of others slip my mind at the moment. It amazes me how the Midwest is overlooked when it comes to a lot. Like I said a big chunk of the greats from plenty genres have been born and raised in the Midwest. So next time someone wants to forget about their elders...remember what your favorite song/album is...

A must watch...I love this guy...

GO GET THE SELF-TITLED ALBUM!!!

Never been so excited/proud in my life....

So there's this guy right...yeah I know..but this one is different..he's an upcoming hiphop artist, songwriter and producer. He caught my eye a while back I'd say about a year ago or so. He's a very interesting character, and the epitome of the type of guy I long for. Aside from his talents...his personality excites me to the highest degree and there has never been a moment were he doesn't put a smile on my face. So, in my nature and family we've always supported people no matter what their goals are..and I liked this guy so I started supporting him from the moment I heard him...we've had random comments back and forth on Twitter and Myspace before, but never actual spoke until he came down to my school with a friend of mine. I was kind of shy during the few hours they stayed in my apartment and next thing I knew they were gone. Next thing I know I'm at work and he wrote on my facebook wall...for some reason that moment lit up my entire world...we've been talking ever since. The day was July 14, 2009, a Tuesday. Two months ago..these past two months have been good because I met him...I mean they could have been good regardless but he's been a highlight...he hasn't left my mind since...and usually I can get sick of guys like that...one day or week, or even weekend and I'm done...however this one..like I said before is different...I've had a lot of my friends and bestfriends listen to his music and they all love it...a couple of my friends have met him and they love him...not only in general, but for me. He excites me in every way possible...he's so driven, focus, intelligent, smart, and hardworking and no matter what profession he'd apply that too it would still have me so magnetized toward him...it's a weird that I feel this way, but I like it! lol low key...I even wrote a poem, and a couple bars about him...it's hot too...I'd never post it..at least until I get it copyrighted...other than that just know it's hot...I wonder if I'll ever get the guts to rap/read it to him..hmmm we'll see...anyway when it comes to him I see no other..I don't care for any other guy like I've already begun to care for him...I'd like our blossoming friendship to continue to grow and go further, which I believe it has started to do already...for I am (besides his family) his biggest fan...I will honestly continue to support him no matter where our friendship/relationship goes...he will always have my vote

-K-Town aka Kreativmind9

P.S.-Check out him/his music

http://tinyurl.com/o6sckt

Music is my heart

Even though I'm in violin practice...I'm adding this photo to this
blog because I love the Peanuts characters and I love music....sounds
like a second tatt idea...actually it was always my first to get
Snoopy and Woodstock on me so we'll see...this lady is kinda scaring
me through, let's see how well we can get along, here goes nothing....

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September 11, 2001

MY HEART GOES OUT TO EVERYONE WHO DEEPLY HURTS INSIDE EVERY YEAR ON THIS DAY. RIP TO THOSE WHO INNOCENTLY LOST THEIR LIVES....GOD BLESS AMERICA..WE NEED IT!

-Love, K-Town

So this will be the first blog I send from my phone...cool right? Lol I'm at work right now in the fitness center watching people work out. I love my job but it's not many sexy people on campus to stare at in a place like this (hence why I'm on my phone) lol if there was the type of blog you'd be viewing right now would be "hey, omg at work earlier today, this guy was so sexy" lol yeah.....but no that's not happening unless a special guest or something comes in looking all smooth mahagony brown and watnot with the physique of a muscle toned NFL football player...THEN the next blog would tell all about how I turned on the charm and the day/night ended with him asking me out...oh yes!!! Back to reality, sitting here at this desk watching people workout...yay me! Oooooo I get off in like 3 mins...I'll defintely/maybe blog later adios muchachos!

Yes, I'm following myself

Ya wanna know why? I love myself that's why?!

TIKI BARBER!

OMG EVERYONE! I have rekindled an old love...when I was younger I was in love with the Barber twins. I was always more fond of one than the other and I had it down pat back then. Ten years later (lol today) after watching Tiki Barber do a segment about twins on the Today Show (and bringing his brother along)...I re-realized (I know that's not a word but hey lol) that I'm in love with Tiki Barber..lol I'm sorry I can't help it...maybe if I was a little bit older I'd have a shot. He's only 32 lol and I'm (almost) 20. In my dreams I guess...welp, I'll just keep dreaming..He's not the only older guy I'm crazy about, but hey that's life these things happen lol

Gotta Get Better

Alright people...I actually forgot I had a blogspot until recently so I'm back..and I promise to make this as wonderful as possible..I'll try..right now..back to science homework!